tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31038835451342887172024-02-09T03:41:15.724+08:00Me As I aM alivE or Dead<img src="http://emo.huhiho.com/set/bobinini/154.gif" width="70" height="70" border="0" alt="http://emo.huhiho.com" title="http://emo.huhiho.com"> Aq tulis pe yg aq suke!!!<img src="http://emo.huhiho.com/set/babysoldier/109.gif" width="80" height="80" border="0" alt="http://emo.huhiho.com" title="http://emo.huhiho.com">accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-75012658466067343322009-10-30T21:31:00.002+08:002009-10-30T21:53:53.068+08:00PersepsiA lot have happened this month...<div>Dari yg remeh bwak r ke yg rumit , but ape yg lgi pnting through out life aq aq asek jage prasaan org len..</div><div>Aq notice yg aq terlalu busy jage prasaan org laen..</div><div>In the end aq yg jadi victim , aq jgak yg trase , aq yg touching n aq yg sedih....</div><div>Sumtimes aq rase yg feelings aq ni tade nilai je...</div><div>Aq x mntak pun duit or anything , juz understand yg sume org ade prasaan jugak...</div><div>Walaupun he's one of the most sinful bastard u ever met with , he is still human and he have feelings too...</div><div>U dun have to be a woman to have feelings k?</div><div>So pls pk psal org len sebelum nak hambur je pe yg de dlm otak korg tu...</div><div>Nak tulis pnjang2 pun mcm tade mood je...</div><div>So ckup la smpai cni...</div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-40486315849541864682009-10-17T21:58:00.002+08:002009-10-17T22:18:26.390+08:00(not so)Famous Last WordsThis is a note yg aq tujukan khas kepada semua org yg ade mcm2 nak ckap psal aq , in particular seorang budak yg tngah menuntut kat USM penang.. BTW aq x kan mention names , so pndai2 r pham sendri.. I have feelings , tapi dat statement mcm x de mkne kat korg pun kan... Aq sabar bnyak tau x , aq x pernah lpas any discontent dlam ati aq... x kire la sesape pon , aq sabar bnyak... korg ckp mcm2 psal aq , ckap aq truk la... but u know wat , x yah ckp yg aq truk , cuz aq sendri tau yg aq truk ok... tapi truk2 aq , aq x kontrol depan pompuan.. aq x pernah ade due side dlam idup aq , wat u see is wat u get.. but i understand , aq ni x penting so dats y aq jumpe solution time aq mndi td.. from ape yg aq pham , korg x perlu kan aq sbagai mmber , korg perlukan sumtin ntuk lpaskan tension/pressure or wat so ever... so starting from today , norfadley azahari yg lame da mati... norfadley azahari yg baru ni akan terime bulat2 ape yg korg nak ckp n akan simpan kat dlam cm dulu , and u know de best part? aq x kan mrah korg or wat so ever , psal aq nak korg sume hepi.. my feelings? kalo2 r korg tertanye , anggap je r dead n gone.. Aq amat utamekan friendship dlam idup aq , tnyela mmbe aq yg pling lme kalo ko xcaye... n psal friendship la jugak aq korbankan prasaan aq... psal abah aq ajar , frens tu bkan time snang je , tp time susah skali.. n untuk bdak usm yg aq mention kat top tu , ni special remark... I gave everything yg aq ade , but still none of that was enough kan? i gave u chances , tapi they're worthless kan? so better put a stop je r kat sume bnde yg kte prnah ade... Also tone entri bkan anger ok? but actually happy sbab aq sure dngan decision ni aq akan wat rmai gle org hepi...<input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-22115231169202843172009-09-23T23:19:00.004+08:002009-09-23T23:56:32.462+08:00The Value Of Love(From The Perspective Of Norfadley Azahari)<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love = Pain</span><br />Pain =(Giving up self needed time + money + energy 4 her juz to be accused of sumtin else)<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love = Pain</span><br />Pain =(Spat on when u give ur sweat tears n blood as present)<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love = Pain</span><br />Pain =(Plenty of broken promises)<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love = Pain</span><br />Pain =(Left alone in my time of need)<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love = Pain</span><br />Pain =(Abg , i can reply to ur messages/comments[editing comments to other male associates])<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love = Pain</span><br />Pain = (Abg , y do u refrain me from a lot of things)<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everything I ever did was 4 u , but if dat makes u a 'kera sumbang' as u said to me... Den u're better of on ur own...<br /><br />I always knew that there was no room 4 US in ur life , there never was... There were only 'ME' in ur life , and 4 dat reason i hate myself for i've given up a lot of things to be with you and it has brought me nothin....<br /><br />I stand next to you in your time of grieves , but where were u in my time of grieves?<br /><br />(A quiz)>(Ur 'ABG' feelings)---->(ur perspective)<br /><br />(my future)=(U)------->(my perspective)<br /><br /><br />I am writing this not to make u feel guilty or anything , i write what i feel...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Love = Patience</span><br />Patience =(Not beating the crap out of sumone who mocks me)<br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Love = Patience</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Patience =(An hour in the rain on a motorcycle otw to Tg Malim)<br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Love = Patience</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Patience =(Being called a liar and juz accepting it)<br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Love = Patience</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Patience =(Waited for an hour at KLCC and the next day , 2 hours at Times Square and end up apologizing for making U cry)<br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Love = Patience</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Patience =(Having a gift that i bought with my 1st salary mocked by u)<br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Love = Patience</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Patience =(Countless number of excuses dealt with)<br /><br />I have decided that if we are goin to have a future , it's goin to be about US and not juz U....<br />Cuz honestly i'm tired of all this heartache and u talking back to me...<br />So I suggest that we put a stop to this love... Cuz I have given up too much of myself for nothing...<br /><br /></span></span><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-18507413743926659402009-09-20T06:28:00.002+08:002009-09-20T06:51:52.603+08:00RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!Happy raya tu all....<br />juz wishing korg safe n happy no matter kat mne...<br />N disamping tu nak curi mase sikit...<br />aq mntak maaf kalo de wat salah @ tlpas ckp pape ye...<br />hahahaha....<br />Dan juga to a special sumone...<br />If I am not worth ur time juz let me know , kite bkan ade bnyak pun nak hold on to....<br />X yah diam je mcm skang ni.... If x nak reply jngn bkak mail tu... delete je trus k?<br />Tu je r kot?<br />nak tdo , ngantok gile..<br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-54712017865660587232009-09-15T02:46:00.002+08:002009-09-15T03:02:36.395+08:00Excitementlife's a rush...<br />enjoying on my frens bufday adelah yg pling ckit aq leh wat in this dire times...<br />appeal da kne reject...<br />n before i forget i have to say dis 'happy bufday kecik' , da stengah hidup ko kite jadi mmber...<br />aq harap life gets better 4 u...<br />last nite was great , cc hunting dari ss2 smpailah ke bandar utama...<br />guided by intuition kitorg jmpe chronos.... feel gler kat sane...<br />wat a nite...<br />hope things get better after this 4 me...<br />da puas da livin in misery....<br />and 4 gegurl...<br />i hope u do keep ur promise cuz it hurts me when u do those things over n over again..<br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-43290725966919925502009-09-05T22:03:00.004+08:002009-09-05T22:08:25.482+08:00EnlightenedAde sebab npe aq post tjuk tu psal aq rase ringan , <span style="color:#ff0000;">free from all the chains that binds me</span>...<br />chewah mcam lagu la plak.<br />hahahah , aq hepi gler psal aq da try solve sume prob yg aq ade skang ni...<br />the results , who knows ?<br />lets leave dat to the big man upstairs...<br />nothing can go wrong rite now , atleast dari view aq skang ni r...<br />n aq hunter yg bertauliah skang ni....<br />siyes..<br />mse mule2 aq men mmg aq noob tapi skang ni...<br />hahahahha(gelak berlagak tahap dewa)...<br />pape pun atleast aq dapat katil aq ntuk due mlm...<br />pastu tpakse la blik ke skola...<br />lol..<br />lets hope aq x dpat problem pape lagi pasni...accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-86187826129156647982009-09-02T20:41:00.002+08:002009-09-02T20:48:00.700+08:00EcstacyBliss in ignorance...<div>Aq da decide , im gonna start livin 4 me...</div><div>It's a waste of time slaving to other peoples wishes....</div><div>Aq da follow 90% ckp people around aq , n 4 wat?</div><div>nothin , x de pape pun...</div><div>siyes aq da bosan ngan sume bnde yg aq sacrifice...</div><div>aq giv up memacam , but pe yg aq dpat last skali?</div><div>Nada , es toto es nada...</div><div>so wats de point aq ikut ckp org len lagi?</div><div>x dde kan?</div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-30744671754570377292009-08-27T00:51:00.003+08:002009-08-27T01:03:33.360+08:00FeelingsSeumur idup aq , aq <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">SLALU</span> pk kan prasaan org len sebelum prasaan aq. Da t'lalu bnyk aq sabar , kekadang aq terpk yg prasaan aq ni x de nilai lngsung ke?<br />Aq diamkan je , kalo aq salah xpe aq bleh terime... Ni x , aq salah ke x , pe yg org ckp aq biarkan je..<br />x pe r jage prasaan mmber kan? Tapi prasaan aq sape nak pk plak?<br />npe ble aq ckp pape org akan kate aq kasar la , x pk mmber la..<br />ble org len ckp ikut suke ati , aq kne iye kan je.. nak wat cmne kan? prasaan aq x de nilai kan?<br />asalkan mmber aq puas ati...accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-78360215139366776292009-08-24T18:56:00.004+08:002009-08-24T19:04:36.286+08:00Absolution<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Aq wat choice yg btul ble aq blik aritu... Siyes , psal aq blik la aq dpat slesaikan bnyk msalah...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">tapi dlam syok2 blik tu slamat ari pertame aq pose , aq x berbuka atas jalan... hahaahahah...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">tapi all's well time aq blik aritu... except dat hamster aq da mati sekor.. bleh than sedih gak r psal x de org gtau aq n yg paling best terawih aq r (kecik ko pham pe aq ngah cte ni)..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Gegurl</span> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">pun dengar cte da nak pkai laptop... snang r ckit nak nakal2 or mnje2 pasni...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">abah pun da x dingin ngan aq... tu yg wat aq pling hepi minggu ni... pe dugaan yg aq dpat plak minggu ni x tau r tp yg penting aq nak blik ujung minggu ni sbb ade </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /></span></span>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-91372328619384327852009-08-21T17:22:00.003+08:002009-08-21T18:36:16.712+08:00Ego MaksimaSemalam aq da ckp kat sorg hmba Allah 'ni last chance ko akan dapat', aq ckp bnde tu ngan jelas smpai aq rse org yg retard pun bleh pham...<br />die ckp ok... trime syarat2 aq...<br />td aq bkak page , die da langgar syarat yg aq bagi...<br />salah ke aq emo?<br />salah ke aq mrah2 ni?<br />x de nilai ke janji2 kat aq?<br />kalo psal org laen bleh pijak kepale aq , pe je la nilai aq?<br />spe je aq sbnarnye kat die?<br />2 taun aq jage die , bkan sehari due...<br />sape yg x trase? kalo x leh ikut syarat tu ckp je x leh...<br />x yah la bgi aq harapan...<br />da la , time kasih sbb wat aq tension blik...<br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-90149199893137481762009-08-19T15:41:00.002+08:002009-08-19T15:44:11.339+08:00ClosureDis week aq akan anta appeal tu...<div>ape yg jadi pasni its not in my hands...</div><div>pergh segan gile time klas m3 semlm... mne x nye aq b'kaki ayam dpan pujaan hatiku...</div><div>kne plak die yg tanye sliper sape ni...</div><div>ijam ngan syidi pun mmg back-up t'baek r...</div><div>At least dis week aq da rse tenang balik...</div><div>For de time being la...</div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-3926000234926633482009-08-15T17:59:00.002+08:002009-08-15T18:03:08.112+08:00RealisasiSkang aq sdar nape aq x sdap ati kelmarin...<div>surat bar tu da sampai rumah...</div><div>maybe mak n abah da bace , dat explains nape dorg cm dingin ckit ngan aq..</div><div>tapi aq x leyh salah kan dorg , ape yg aq sndri akan rase kalo anak aq fucked up mcm tu...</div><div>ntah r , minggu ni bnyk bnde yg berlaku yg wat aq rse cm aq x nak <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">idup</span> lagi...</div><div>kalo la aq x de kawalan diri , minggu ni da b'tmbah 1 lagi kes bnuh diri kat malaysia ni...</div><div>for de time being aq nak tnangkan diri...</div><div>aq nak weigh balik sume option yg tinggal...</div><div>n maybe aq akan emerge succesful or maybe aq akan jadi zero.....</div><div><br /></div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-76083002857895599282009-08-13T18:09:00.002+08:002009-08-13T18:12:52.646+08:00Subconcious GuiltSjak aq bngun dari kul 2 td , 1 bnde je asek dlam kpale aq....<div>nape tetibe aq asek teringt psan abah aq....</div><div>maybe ade kaitan ngan aq x pegi klas kot...</div><div>start dri bngun td sume bnde mcm x kne... </div><div>physic td pun mdm ajar pun aq wat2 pham je...</div><div>pehal otak aq cm fucked up sngt ni ntah r...</div><div>kne plak ngan bnde yg kecik ckp td wat aq sdar , aq ni x bnyk sngt wat bnde yg positive kat dunie ni...</div><div>maybe it's not time to make a small change , but a big one...</div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103883545134288717.post-61928120754599661832009-08-12T12:40:00.000+08:002009-08-12T12:44:25.399+08:00Bob 101aq wat blog ni bkan ntuk puaskan ati sesape tapi skadar ntuk lpaskan perasaan aq je....<br />dat means kalo aq x mntk pendapat korg x yah r susah2 bagi ye...<br />aq nye prinsip senang suke stay , x suke <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">BLAH</span>...<br />so korg pham2 je r k pe yg aq nak smpai kan ni...<br />k tu je mukadimah yg aq nak m'bebel orite? peace all....<br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>accoustica_sadisticahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09494976716320947646noreply@blogger.com0