The Value Of Love(From The Perspective Of Norfadley Azahari)

Love = Pain
Pain =(Giving up self needed time + money + energy 4 her juz to be accused of sumtin else)
Love = Pain
Pain =(Spat on when u give ur sweat tears n blood as present)
Love = Pain
Pain =(Plenty of broken promises)
Love = Pain
Pain =(Left alone in my time of need)
Love = Pain
Pain =(Abg , i can reply to ur messages/comments[editing comments to other male associates])
Love = Pain
Pain = (Abg , y do u refrain me from a lot of things)

Everything I ever did was 4 u , but if dat makes u a 'kera sumbang' as u said to me... Den u're better of on ur own...

I always knew that there was no room 4 US in ur life , there never was... There were only 'ME' in ur life , and 4 dat reason i hate myself for i've given up a lot of things to be with you and it has brought me nothin....

I stand next to you in your time of grieves , but where were u in my time of grieves?

(A quiz)>(Ur 'ABG' feelings)---->(ur perspective)

(my future)=(U)------->(my perspective)


I am writing this not to make u feel guilty or anything , i write what i feel...

Love = Patience
Patience =(Not beating the crap out of sumone who mocks me)
Love = Patience
Patience =(An hour in the rain on a motorcycle otw to Tg Malim)
Love = Patience
Patience =(Being called a liar and juz accepting it)
Love = Patience
Patience =(Waited for an hour at KLCC and the next day , 2 hours at Times Square and end up apologizing for making U cry)
Love = Patience
Patience =(Having a gift that i bought with my 1st salary mocked by u)
Love = Patience
Patience =(Countless number of excuses dealt with)

I have decided that if we are goin to have a future , it's goin to be about US and not juz U....
Cuz honestly i'm tired of all this heartache and u talking back to me...
So I suggest that we put a stop to this love... Cuz I have given up too much of myself for nothing...

RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy raya tu all....
juz wishing korg safe n happy no matter kat mne...
N disamping tu nak curi mase sikit...
aq mntak maaf kalo de wat salah @ tlpas ckp pape ye...
hahahaha....
Dan juga to a special sumone...
If I am not worth ur time juz let me know , kite bkan ade bnyak pun nak hold on to....
X yah diam je mcm skang ni.... If x nak reply jngn bkak mail tu... delete je trus k?
Tu je r kot?
nak tdo , ngantok gile..

Excitement

life's a rush...
enjoying on my frens bufday adelah yg pling ckit aq leh wat in this dire times...
appeal da kne reject...
n before i forget i have to say dis 'happy bufday kecik' , da stengah hidup ko kite jadi mmber...
aq harap life gets better 4 u...
last nite was great , cc hunting dari ss2 smpailah ke bandar utama...
guided by intuition kitorg jmpe chronos.... feel gler kat sane...
wat a nite...
hope things get better after this 4 me...
da puas da livin in misery....
and 4 gegurl...
i hope u do keep ur promise cuz it hurts me when u do those things over n over again..

Enlightened

Ade sebab npe aq post tjuk tu psal aq rase ringan , free from all the chains that binds me...
chewah mcam lagu la plak.
hahahah , aq hepi gler psal aq da try solve sume prob yg aq ade skang ni...
the results , who knows ?
lets leave dat to the big man upstairs...
nothing can go wrong rite now , atleast dari view aq skang ni r...
n aq hunter yg bertauliah skang ni....
siyes..
mse mule2 aq men mmg aq noob tapi skang ni...
hahahahha(gelak berlagak tahap dewa)...
pape pun atleast aq dapat katil aq ntuk due mlm...
pastu tpakse la blik ke skola...
lol..
lets hope aq x dpat problem pape lagi pasni...

Ecstacy

Bliss in ignorance...

Aq da decide , im gonna start livin 4 me...

It's a waste of time slaving to other peoples wishes....

Aq da follow 90% ckp people around aq , n 4 wat?

nothin , x de pape pun...

siyes aq da bosan ngan sume bnde yg aq sacrifice...

aq giv up memacam , but pe yg aq dpat last skali?

Nada , es toto es nada...

so wats de point aq ikut ckp org len lagi?

x dde kan?